Lazy Day At The Office/Waking Up On The Wrong Side Of The Bed

Lazy day at the office

I don't hate Tuesdays.

I just had to say that because I was about to start my entry with that word vomit: "hate".

I'm just reeeeally lazy today for no apparent reason. We all have our days, good or bad, I guess.

Waking up at the wrong side of the bed

No, this is not another Waking up with... entry with J.P. Calderon (don't get me wrong, I still lurve the man). I woke up on the wrong side of the bed yesterday. I think it's because Jake woke up on the wrong side of the bed as well, as his text announced when I woke up. I don't really think that there's a cosmic link between our moods. Maybe, his aura traveled through the signalwaves and hit me. Jake can be pretty powerful when it comes to his moods. IT REALLY GETS ME DOWN. It's like the human eyes. They're sympathetic, you know. Like when dirt gets into one, you close both. And you can't look at opposite directions.

I went to the gym and my shoulder hurts when I lift weights. I was supposed to do chest and biceps but I couldn't do proper chest workouts. So I just did a low-impact chest incline machine. I get frustrated when I can't workout properly. I'm starting to get more and more conscious about how I look. I think I'm fat but Jake says I'm alright. That's coming from someone who has 3% body fat. I used to be around that... 4%-5%. I had abs and muscular legs because I ran and bike. I was bottom heavy before. At least I have some serious nigger ass. Ha Ha Ha! I got conscious when Jake admitted that he checks me out with his girl friend. My boyfriend! Checking me out with his GIRL friend. That's kinda sexy but kinda off, too.

I'm really afraid to get a tummy!!! So I'm doing everything to keep it off. Hey... This gives me an idea.

Moving along. Jake is also out of town with Mommy dearest. They haven't seen each other in a couple of years since Mom practices and medicine in the States. I love Jake's mom! Because she gave birth to such a beautiful lad!!! He's my surprise first birthday gift. Hehe. You know why? Jake's was born on the day before my first birthday. But since that's the States and we're one day ahead of them, it was already my first birthday here in Manila on the day he was born! Cool eh?

We were actually kind of creeped out - butterflies in the stomach and goosebumps all over and all - when we found out about this little factoid. I think it makes us feel more connected spiritually, as being both Pisceans, we both are kinda into that spiritual and cosmic stuff.

Where was I? Yeah, he's back in the boondocks, bonding with Mom and his siblings. And I can only be happy for him. I'm always worried about Jake because he has no one to go home, too. It's also a blessing that Cousin Kat moved in. I feel relieved because someone's helping him out at home. He has no family in the city. But he has me. :)

Also, my friend's reaction to something I told him was looming in the sidelines. And it still bugs me. But now I'm okay.

And since I'm able to vent it out, I think I'm going back to work now.